December 4, 2008

• God, I feel so stupid.  I thought it’d be a good idea to take a small nap before my Spanish exam because I didnt get any sleep the night before studying for it.  I ended up sleeping through all of my wake-up calls.  I feel so fucking stupid, and the teacher wont let me retake the test.  I’ve never felt like such a total dissapointment, I called and told my mom and she was crying.  I’m just sick with guilt and stupidity, I had a good grade in that class but now I dont know if I’ll even be able to pass.  Goddammit.  I have noone to blame but myself.  I just cant save myself from this, this was such a big fuck-up.  I hate myself so much right now.

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