March 18, 2009

• I thought I'd give everyone a heads up, seeing how I havent been on Xanga for a while, and it's likely that I wont be on for a while longer.  School is tough, and I've been dedicating every spare second I have to trying to pass organic chemistry.  Unfortunately that's been very difficult for me, I understand the concepts and I'm able to do many of the practice problems that they give us but it's not enough to prepare me for the exams.  As a result, I've been hit very hard, and I'm struggling to get myself out of this rut.  My parents have been very critical of my grades, claiming that I've been playing too many videogames or spending too much time infront of the computer.  I only wish this were the truth, if it were that simple, if I could pass the blame so easily.  I havent had any entertainment in weeks, I've been too busy stressing out over orgo and pissing away my life's savings on tutors who are getting rich off of helping me.  The truth is that I'm just fucking bad at organic chemistry, and if I fail this class then I lose my scholarship.  Hopefully I'll have time to blog during the summer.

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